Everything is on hold at the moment..

As my mam died yesterday and to say we are crushed is an understatement.

First my dad, the big C and now my mam. And, to top it off, I was the one who found her, and everytime I close my eyes, all I see is that image.

Your mother died on Christmas Day / Boxing Day?!

Well either of which is a bit beyond words to say the least.

Not that it compares but, I lost a good friend recently too at very odd timing, funeral shortly. Sometimes I get the distinct impression that life is intelligently involved in these matters.

Thoughts for you !

Thanks, it means a lot.

She died on Boxing Day. Had to call the coroners today and found out that it was a heart attack, as her arteries were enlarged and the blood wasn't flowing to her heart properly, or something to that effect. They said it was probably caused through high blood pressure, which she had. I have it too.

Sorry for the loss of your friend.

My deepest condolences Tommy! You are in my thoughts!

She would have been glad you found her.

The great pendulum swings for us all friend. We must seize these opportunities to grow stronger and wiser and not let the darkness take us.........yet!.........

Celebrate her life and the good things that were and will be! for without them we have nothing!

Much love sir! and feel free to email if you need to! not that my advise is any good haha!

B
XXX

Thanks Ben, means a lot.

We are going through some of the photo's of her, like this:-



Hehe, she was as daft as a brush.

Hated the cops though. Everytime we saw them, first thing she'd say is "fuck off" haha. I might keep that tradition up haha, as long as they don't see .

I'm sure your advice isn't that bad .

Well I've decided.

After a little break to get over things, I'm going to continue the cartoon, and dedicate it to my mam, who is my harshest critic and kept me right, and she was always right.

That was the worst thing I've ever had to do, and by that I mean her funeral.

Be like a Viking and dote on your mam's, as when they are gone, a huge hole will never be filled.